admitting that I joined a gym due to finally being able to visit RI AND I GOSTA LOOK GOOD TO MAKE MY HS MATES SAD. is that sad to admit!?
So for a year I put off returning to RI.
I didn’t want anyone to see me as a failure.
now I am starting in a career I love and I’ve been trying to right my wrongs and be an adult.
But in the process I lost my friends. Screwed people over and the more I try to book a flight home, I am afraid of who will be there to spend some time with me.
I literally found myself after I left Rhode Island and returning makes me feel as if I’m the wallpaper people don’t want to stare at :-(
I didn’t mean to leave anyone behind :-(
My feels is on overload. Going to pass out.
Oh well bring on the humidity and food.
But I get to see Levi and I’m going to sniff him :-))))
first day was amazing.
everyone is so nice but the training module makes me want to slap a hoe.
I’m so happy and I’m making curry but my bf is out of town due to work and I wish I could share my happiness w someone.
I’m so sad and happy and confused and in love and yayyyyyy
this month has been so sweet.
• two mini vacations
• new job
blessed to feel like I’m doing something w my life and something big is happening and I have my life together cuz I finally am trying out the obama care. HAHA LOL K I HAVE NO LIFE.
BYE 4 NOW