purchased satin sleepwear to enjoy the lonely nights w/o my Douglas. Like I miss his ass. Fucking BASTARD. I FUCKING LOVE HIM GAHHHHHH.
much appreciation to the ones who actually came to visit me or even tried but when we bump into each other and it’s just a roll of the eyes. Like really. I have been a bad friend and it goes two ways but when you physically ignore my comments or texts. Just say something instead of trying to be all types of cool. Way to go bro. You’re stuck in Rhode Island. Like go do you, I ain’t mad just know I got no time for you. 👋 but I’m glad to have been around great company all week and it was filled w love.
I live for men giving me compliments as they walk into my hotel!!!! Is that bad or nahhhhhhh???!!!! !!!!!! !!!!
admitting that I joined a gym due to finally being able to visit RI AND I GOSTA LOOK GOOD TO MAKE MY HS MATES SAD. is that sad to admit!?
So for a year I put off returning to RI.
I didn’t want anyone to see me as a failure.
now I am starting in a career I love and I’ve been trying to right my wrongs and be an adult.
But in the process I lost my friends. Screwed people over and the more I try to book a flight home, I am afraid of who will be there to spend some time with me.
I literally found myself after I left Rhode Island and returning makes me feel as if I’m the wallpaper people don’t want to stare at :-(
I didn’t mean to leave anyone behind :-(
My feels is on overload. Going to pass out.
Oh well bring on the humidity and food.
But I get to see Levi and I’m going to sniff him :-))))
first day was amazing.
everyone is so nice but the training module makes me want to slap a hoe.
I’m so happy and I’m making curry but my bf is out of town due to work and I wish I could share my happiness w someone.
I’m so sad and happy and confused and in love and yayyyyyy
this month has been so sweet.
• two mini vacations
• new job
blessed to feel like I’m doing something w my life and something big is happening and I have my life together cuz I finally am trying out the obama care. HAHA LOL K I HAVE NO LIFE.
BYE 4 NOW