Jokes on me y’all.
The one guy i did truly loved went behind my back to be with my best friend!
No way.
I mean to be with my best friend for how long?
He watched me cry over this scumbag and watched me relentlessly feel so much hurt.
I went through so must for this!
Yes i admit it took me awhile to feel like myself. Feek that my best friend helped me through so much to only realize the fucking truth.
Told me what i felt wasnt real.
That this wasnt love and how ill never see him again.
Now i know.
You two can be together, because now i know what i felt was just a lie.
Fucking lie after lie after lie.

Bring on the tequila and xanax.
Outara is officially done.